I am officially turning 30 this year. Everyone says that turning 30 is the time when I turn 30. I silently encourage myself to live hard. I've been very busy lately. I set up a small factory by myself a few years ago. At that time, I had great ideas and worked very hard. Maybe it’s because you work really hard when you’re young, working overtime, staying up late, eating late at night... maybe it’s the pressure from work or irregular life, or maybe you’re born with this disease, but no matter what, it’s sugar.
July 28, 2014. I will always remember the day I was diagnosed with type 1 diabetes. I remember when I first got sick, I was at a loss. The word diabetes was also very unfamiliar to me. At that time, I only knew that I had the disease. I knew nothing else, no sadness or panic... But after staying in the hospital for a few days, I kept checking information and chatting with patients, and I gradually learned the basic knowledge about diabetes. When I knew that my disease would require insulin for the rest of my life and could cause complications such as blindness, rotten feet, and uremia... I was heartbroken. It’s really unacceptable to be like this at such a young age... Later, I gradually accepted diabetes. I basically let go of the work at hand and devoted a lot of energy to the chats of the Diabetes Friends Group, Tangwei Group, listening to diabetes lectures, and watching Diabetes books... plunge into learning about diabetes.
Gradually, I learned that diabetes is actually nothing to be afraid of, and I just let it take its course. The fifteenth day of the first lunar month this year happened to be my 30th birthday. I said to myself silently: Now that you are 30, you have to really get out of sugar and live with the passion and enthusiasm you had before sugar! Of course, after a few years of sinking, work has actually changed. I was slacking off, so I recently picked up my job again and found a part-time job. I went home at 11pm on the first day of my part-time job. I was very excited when I looked at the salary in my hand. I felt that this was just the beginning. I believe I will come out and go back to the past... In fact, after half a month because I am too busy with work, I rarely chat online, but I feel that my life is very fulfilling and my mood is very good.
Today I calm down and think about it: After experiencing sugar, I feel that I have grown and matured. Now I feel that sugar has not changed my life much, except for the addition of a little friend in my life: insulin. Life itself has become particularly healthy. And I love life even more from the bottom of my heart, I can look at all the setbacks and dissatisfactions in life calmly, and I am more careful to discover the beauty in life... I treat sugar carefully and cautiously, and I treat life enthusiastically and positively. As I write this, I really feel that sugar is just a small episode in my life. It is now in the past tense. I can still take it with me to fight and live as passionately as before... ………………………
